July 29, 2008
If you know me, then you have learned that I am a firm believer in fate and destiny. that I have come to the conclusion that things happen for a reason, its all part of a plan, and were meant to be where we are in our lives everyday. things happen too perfectly and fall into place too ideally for it all to be an accident or coincidence.
sometimes i wonder what my purpose in life will be or where i'll be taken. who i will meet or how they will affect me, but i just know in my heart of hearts that im doing it, its here, its now, its yesterday. Its happening to me everyday. I'm helping others in ways I'm not aware of, my purpose is being me, the people around me have helped me in all ways i can think of (even if they hurt me), and God brings me blessing everyday of my life. And the best part is, i recognize those blessing when, unfortunately, many people don't. Every time i remember these things, it makes me want to go run some where, jump and smile, dance (of course, because everyday is a good day to be alive. even if your at the lowest you could ever be, it only means that tomorrow is a better day because things can only get worse before they get better.
who ever is reading this, random or friend, please know that something amazing is waiting for you, no matter what is happening right now. even if someone dies of cancer at 43, something amazing happened to them at some point in their life, and they died with those notions. Some thing or some one is out there, waiting for you... and God is with you the whole way. no matter how cliche that may be... he is. whether u want him there or not.
Our purpose is here and now, and later, and yesterday... don't waste time waiting "for that day" because whether i like it or not, "the lights that light the way are blinding" so we cant see where were headed, we don't know whats next, so be you now because this could be it.
